Decisions.

I know it's pretty far away to be thinking about it, but I've been researching where I might want to get my nursing license.

I am all over the place.

I've even been thinking about Europe. But mostly in the good 'ole USA. I was originally thinking Miami, FL, but then someone wisely pointed out that it might not be wise to make such a drastic move, after growing up in the Northeast, and going to FLAWrida. But I'm pretty sure going back to NY wouldn't be the smartest idea. So, I started contemplating Massachusetts. Boston might be nice to live in, even if it is cold.

I always complain about the cold, but I've found that I complain even more about the heat. This tropical heat is disgusting! Disgusting as in, I can hardly put lotion on my legs because they'll sweat grossly behind my knees. At least with the cold you can bundle up...you can't exactly run around naked...

I used to be so sure that I wanted to become a midwife, but then I started looking into all of the other options out there for RN's. At this point, I'm really interested in possibly becoming a Clinical Nurse Specialist, specializing in Pediatrics. Only issue is that they don't offer that Masters degree in MA, but they do at UPenn, and Philadelphia is a pretty close second place to Boston.

I told you I'm all over the place.

I know I have plenty of time to think this out, but I'm really the type of person who likes to know. Now.

Blargh.

Do you ever look back and wonder "I wish I was a kid again"?

Kids are so carefree, they don't give a crap about anymore more than "He took my juice box!" and sometimes I really wish I could go back and feel that way.

Nowadays, I feel heavier with every day that goes by, wondering "What the hell is wrong with people?!?!" I feel like every day, there's someone else disappointing the crap out of me, and making me lose even more faith in the human race.

I'm so frustrated!!